麻烦谁能帮我翻译这封信，谢谢

dear,maybe i should try my best to learn english ,or i cannot understand your questons totally.Today i answered your questions by guess.Actually i really didnt understand what you want to know in the phone.I guess,maybe you want to know something about my former boyfriend.
He and I are college schoolmate.When i entry into college ,i meet him firstly.We fell in love with each other when we were in grade three.Actually,he is my first love in my life.
We stayed together till two years ago.He always took care of me when we are together.But,also,he always love me in his own way willful.He always didnt satisfy my performance,just like i always didnt say "i love you"to him.
Maybe it is no doubt that we separated .Because i couldn't give him the love he want.when we go together,just like brother and sister,not lover.
For your love,it is the first time for me to feel this strongly love.Althought falling in love at first sight for me is impossible,your strongly love which gave me in a short time have transcend all the love before.
My dear,thanks for saying "i love you"when you were in Beijing.Although i love you too,still i cant believe and actually i am afraid to express this love.
I miss you,I want to see you.Once upon a time,i thought i will never see you again.but for this moment,i am believe that we can meet each other again.because we are ache for knowing each other.

亲爱的朋友，这篇信我帮你翻译过来了，从这封信可以看出你正在和一个外国男子恋爱，爱得让人感动．这是我纯手工翻译的，肯定有错误，但大意应该是吻合的．
真诚祝你能和你的白马王子永远幸福．

Dear, perhaps I this diligently studied the English, otherwise I always could not understand your question completely. I also was only guessing today replies you, actually in telephone I really has not been able to understand completely you want to know anything. I guessed that is about I beforehand boyfriend. I and he are university's schoolmate, just entered the school understanding the first person is he, but to the third year, we have only then become the male and female friend, he is my first love. we continuously in the same place, two years ago. at together time, is always accepting him to my attendance, also has loved him willfully according to own way. Regarding this, he is always unsatisfied to me, probably I always am not willing to him to say personally “I love you”. I and his bidding good-bye, perhaps is inevitably, because I had not wanted for him that kind of sentiment, I and he in the same place, are likely elder brother and the younger sister. to you such sentiment, what is really first time, although cannot say is falls in love, but pays in a short time to you the sentiment, had before already surpassed possessing. dear, thanks you in Beijing's time said to me loves me, although I also love you, but I do not dare to believe that also does not dare to express. really thinks of you, wants to see you, once thought that we can never meet again, but at this moment, I believed that we certainly can also meet again, because our each other so longs for opposite party.

Dear, I probably hard to learn the English, otherwise I can not always understand your question. Today I guess the only answer to you, in fact, phone, I really do not have to fully understand what you want to know. I guess, on my previous boyfriend bar.
He and I are university students, Gangjin schools understand he is the first person, but the third year, we have men and women become friends, he is my first love.
We have been together until two years ago.
Together, always accepted him to my care, have been willful according to their own ways to love him. In this connection, he always told me not satisfied, like I have never refused to personally say to him "I love you."
I and his breaking up, perhaps inevitably, because I never want to give him the kind of feelings, he and I together, more like a brother and sister.
You such a feeling, really is the first time, although we can not say that is was love at first sight, but to you in a short period of time for their feelings, has exceeded all before.
Dear, thank you in Beijing when I Yueai to me, although I love you, but I could not believe, nor Ganqu expression.
Really miss you, want to see you, once thought, we can never meet again, but at the moment, I believe we can meet again, because we are so eager to each other mutually.

Darling, maybe I should try to learn English, or I always can't understand your questions fully. Today I answer you with my guess. In fact, I didn't really catch you on the line. I guess, it was about my ex-boyfriend, right?

He and I were classmates in the university. He was the first person I knew in the campus. But we became boyfriend and girlfriend after three years. He is my first love...

We broke out two years ago.

When he and I was together, I always receive his careness, and loved him by my way. Because of this, he felt dissatisfied with me, just as that I never say "I love you" through my mouth.

Maybe breaking out is the logical result. Because I never gave him the love he expected. The love between us is more like the love between brother and sister.

the feeling to you, for me, it is the first time. Though I didn't fall in love with you at first sight, but I pay my whole love in such short time, which is much more than ever.

My darling, thank you for saying love to me in Beijing. I love you too, but I don't know how to express my feeling.

I miss you so much, and I am eager to see you now! I thought we couldn't see each other again. But now, I deeply believe that we can and we must see each other again, because we miss the other one so much!~~

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